Dear Beautiful Souls,
I understand that my exit from Selfless Love Yoga was rather abrupt and without notice. Over the course of the last few months, I have experienced a tremendous amount of tumultuous energies and a period of what seemed like everlasting darkness. While residing in this space, it was difficult for me to see the light on the horizon and felt as if I had no choice, but to spend time cocooning in this stage of transition. I was called to step away from the external world and focus all my attention on my own inner work, as it was the only way for me to move forward. For far too long I had been battling my own demons constantly poking their heads around what began to feel like every corner I turned. I spent so much of my energy focused on helping others, that I had forgotten how to help myself. My soul grew weak and tired of living in this way and wanted to be set free - once and for all. I longed to feel the divinity I knew I held within me and the love I knew I deserved. It was time for me to step fully into my power in order to live a limitless life from a place of wholeness and to find comfort within the dark in order to be pulled back into the light, which I so deeply craved.
For those of you who are unaware: my awakening has been a process of over ten years now, which was brought on by the traumatic loss of my brother/best friend early in 2011. Since then, I have experienced multiple smaller awakenings that have been short-lived, but kept me motivated enough to continue my search for the truth. It wasn’t until recently that I began experiencing longer lasting higher levels of consciousness. Through immense inner reflection/shadow work, dedicated effort, and a whole lot of L-O-V-E, I have finally found my way back home to my TRUE authentic self. A journey that felt like it would last forever, but a journey in which each and every step brought me to this exact moment in time. For the first time in my life, I feel as if I am divinely aligned with my soul, my higher self, the non-egoic version of me and damn does it feel good.
Within this personal transformation, my eyes have been opened to what my true calling is, my divine purpose, and what this world truly needs right now. For as many humans to wake-up and look beyond the mayas (illusions) of this earthly plane and find their true essence, to align themselves with their souls, to find lasting self-love, and to live the lives they truly deserve (and to believe they deserve it).
Collectively, we are going through a major dark night of the soul in which so many of our darkest shadows are being pulled to the surface. For those in awareness, it may be easier to navigate these choppy waters, but for those who are not - it may feel as if you are drowning with no hope in ever finding your way out (with your sanity that is)... If this resonates with you, please know that many around you are going through the same thing. On December 21st, 2020 the Earth is undergoing the biggest energetic shift it has ever seen and it will be the crux of the awakening process as a collective on this planet. These energies will be subtle, but many will begin to see the truth, to be tired of living a mundane life, and to crave more from their existence. Remember, it’s always darkest before dawn and right now, light must shine on the darkest corners of our realities (both internally and externally).
After this point, many of the darker truths of this dimension will begin to see the light. Some will be ready and anxiously waiting, but to many, this will come as a soul shock. The ground beneath your feet will begin to seem faulty and make you question everything you’ve ever been taught. Know that this shift will certainly not happen overnight and will begin to culminate in the coming days, months, and years.
This space between the light and the dark can be referred to as a “reset point.” Time as you know it might start to feel strange because timelines are now converging. As timelines, re-adjust you have the CHOICE to decide which timeline you want to exist in - that of love, trust, unity, gratitude, and abundance, OR that of fear, separation, hatred, and judgement. As I’ve always stated in my yoga classes, you will ALWAYS have the choice. This Earth is getting ready to go places we’ve never imagined. It’s similar to how in the past we were only able to travel via horse & carriage, but now have the ability to travel through the sky via airplanes. Immense change is among us and so many are beginning to feel it.
Following this solar flash, many of you on the path of love will have made the shift and will be looking to swim deeper into the truth of who you are and why you are here. Our energies will be transformed and the birthing of the Age of Aquarius will officially be upon us. Expect miracles to occur, but please keep in mind that birthing pains will always precede these miracles. A lot of darkness will be cast upon the planet in order for us to see the light, the truth of who and what we are underneath the physical body... Multidimensional beings choosing to live an Earthly experience.
I know that so many of you are feeling this shift already - maybe you have noticed toxic friends/family falling away, a recent change in diet or what your physical body is able the consume, a calling to understand more about spirituality/consciousness/your inner being, a deeper craving to simply experience peace and love, a resistance towards negative energy (i.e. gossip, fear, etc.), an immense change/transition in your life (job, home, relationship, etc), maybe you feel as if you simply don’t belong in your circle of friends anymore and are beginning to feel like the “black sheep,” you may be experiencing extreme depression or a feeling of wanting to “go home” despite not knowing where that home actually is, possibly even extreme changes in your physical body (i.e. chronic pain, unexplainable illness, etc), or you may feel like you’re downright crazy or “losing your mind” and can’t talk to your family or loved ones because you don’t feel as if they would understand. Please know that you are not the only one... your spirits are ready to travel down this path, but simply don’t know where to start.
It’s important to remember that we are all here because we agreed to be there.. Simply put, there are no victims in this Universe. I understand how difficult this statement may be to accept. If you have lost ANYTHING in this life, it is because it was no longer meant to be a part of your path and that the time has come for you to transition. The purpose of these catalysts are to steer you in a different direction... a direction in which your soul feels pulled and honored. Take a moment to think back on your life and any major transitions that have occurred. I’m sure at some point, you heard or felt messages that it was time to let go. I’m even more sure that if you did not listen and choose to take action, a higher power came in and made that choice for you. It’s no longer acceptable to live in complacency, but to walk the path that fulfills your deepest desires. And sometimes, it takes catastrophe to awaken to the truth of what your heart’s longing really is.
For too long we have been taught to pretend to be something we're not, to conform to limiting beliefs, and to stifle who and what we are underneath all of the masks we’ve been wearing our entire lives. But your real self, your TRUE essence, is so unbelievably beautiful and should be embraced fully. Be who you are. Speak your authentic truth. Do what brings you bliss.
Take a moment to ask yourself “Who am I?” “What makes me feel joy?” “What sparks passion within me?” “What does my soul crave?” Now, close your eyes and feel into the truth of this. Allow the energy to encompass your being and just be present in this vibration.
If these questions spark an inner fire within you, then you’ve already taken the first step on the path to aligning with your soul. Do you desire to dive deeper into this feeling? Are you willing to put in the work? Are you dedicated to living a life you deserve? Are you interested in gaining a deeper understanding of yourself and developing a greater connection to a higher power/the Universe?
I am so grateful to have chosen to come here to experience all of this in order to light the way for those who are ready to take this journey from old energies and ways of living into a new divine and miraculous way of life. I’ve walked a path full of experiences that have shown me the way, I’ve lived in the dark and danced in divine love with my demons, I’ve hit rock bottom, and I’ve learned valuable tools to aid myself in overcoming each and every hardships and difficulty. All of which (and so much more) has ultimately brought me exactly to this point. I am deeply honored for my life’s work as it has enabled me to now serve as a guide for all of those who are in the midst of transitioning into this new divine human that you were always meant to be... that deep down you feel called to embody and embrace with open arms. Understanding what others go through is invaluable and it was imperative for me to have lived in pain and despair, to have found my way from darkness to light before helping others to do the very same.
My soul’s purpose is to be of service to as many of you seeking something more than this Earthly world can provide, to serve as a guide to help you connect with your higher purpose and lead the life you were meant to live, to find inner happiness, peace, and harmony while supporting you on your own individual journey. I want to aid in your exploration of deeper connections between humans and the expansiveness of the Universe, to gain a new understanding of the world you live in and the energies that flow within it. Remember, spirituality does not come with a set of codes, doctrines, or a rule book. It is all about the connection to something bigger than ourselves. By remembering and honoring that connection, we can cultivate feelings of love, compassion, and awareness.
Some of these messages may seem “out of this world” to many of you.. That’s because, well... they are. If these words don’t resonate with your current reality, I wish you so much love and the absolute best on your journey, but I kindly ask that you unfollow, unsubscribe, whatever you feel called to do to stay in alignment with your flow. Moving forward, there will no longer be a “Selfless Love Yoga,” for both myself and my business have made a major transformation into this new energy. With this transition, I am incredibly excited to announce the start (or should I say expansion) of my business and life journey...
“Soul Alignment with Selfless Love”
In the weeks leading up to the new year, I will be sharing all that I have to offer to support those who are ready to dive into their own personal journeys and looking for guidance and love along the way. If you have contacted me over the last few months, I appreciate your patience in receiving a response and I will be doing my best to reply to all over you over the next couple of weeks before I officially open for business in January. My website is officially up and running with more information and offerings, which can be visited at www.soulalignmentwithselflesslove.com. I’ve missed you all more than you know and I am so excited to walk this new path hand-in-hand with whoever is ready to join me.
As lonely and dark as your journey can be at times, remember that you are NEVER alone. I am here for you. Your guides are here for you. The Universe is here for you. My heart is full and I am so grateful to have found my soul’s calling. Are you ready to find yours?
Your future self is waiting for you…
In Love & Light,